Oh, we’ve had a hard last couple days. Lydi got a fever Thursday evening and was really fussy. Friday proved no better. In fact, her mood was a lot worse. No eating, barely drinking, low grade fever, wouldn’t let me put her down. At about 9pm last night, after what became incessant crying, inconsolable crying, I took her to the E.R. thinking she had to have a raging ear infection. They took one look in her mouth and diagnosed with her Hand Foot Mouth Disease because her mouth was full of white sores that I somehow missed (don’t know how I missed them since her mouth had been wide open screaming for quite some time). Her fever was going up, so they gave her tylenol which she promptly threw up, requiring a tylenol suppository (nice). They sent us home for what may have been one of the hardest nights in my parenting career. In the morning, I calculated that I had slept a cumulative 90 minutes. Lydia was crying and uncomfortable most of the night despite the tylenol and motrin she was getting. At 6am, she started shaking all over which led us to call CHOP in a frenzy. We were about to take her back to the E.R. when we got her to settle down a bit. She stopped crying, and I started crying. It was so hard to see her in so much pain and so sad and not be able to do anything to help her. We took her to the doctor’s again this morning, but she was doing a bit better by then and seems to be doing better yet throughout the day. I hope we’re through the worst of it.
A lot. of. crying.
Ironically, the reason the orphanage director told us we weren’t allowed into the orphanage building was because they didn’t want to risk any of the orphans catching Hand Foot Mouth disease. Apparently, it’s very common in China in the spring and summer. And, I had no idea it was so painful. As I was trying to comfort our poor baby, I couldn’t help but imagine what it was like for her in the orphanage when she did get sick. Would anyone hold her and try to soothe her or would she cry like this alone as other babies looked on? I can barely stand to think about it. Oh, thank God she’s home.
In light of the fact that any pictures from today would be horrible and that I don’t really want to remember it all that clearly, I’m going to post a happy picture from Thursday before she started feeling bad. I love this picture and look forward to seeing these sweet images again instead of my sad sad baby!